You Can Always Count on Alanis

Thanks to an old high school friend who told me to listen to this song. It describes what I'm feeling to a T. "Not As We" by Alanis Morissette.

"Not As We"

Reborn and shivering

Spat out on new terrain

Unsure unconvincing

This faint and shaky hour

Day one day one start over again

Step one step one

I'm barely making sense for now

I'm faking it 'til I'm pseudo making it

From scratch begin again but this time I as i

And not as we

Gun shy and quivering

Timid without a hand

Feign brave with steel intent

little and hardly here

Day one day one start over again

Step one step one

with not much making sense just yet

I'm faking it til I'm pseudo making it

From scratch begin again but this time I as i

And not as we

Eyes wet toward

Wide open frayed

If God's taking bets

I pray He wants to lose

Day one day one start over again

Step one step one

I'm barely making sense just yet

I'm faking it til I'm pseudo making it

From scratch begin again but this time I as I

And not as we